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  “There was never anything with Alice. What you saw this morning was just me apologizing for the fucked up way I left her. There will no one else but you, if you’ll let me have you.”

  “Even if we try again how is this going to work? You’re leaving Saturday.” Of course her precious Lucas would have already told her I was leaving.

  “Talked to Lucas already huh?” I can’t repress my disgust with her unbreakable bond with Lucas. I take a step back to get my rising anger in check. “I can’t stay here and nurse this sick attachment you have to Lucas but I can’t leave without you.” Even with my fear of losing her eating away at my heart I won’t compromise on this Lucas situation.

  “So we’re at a stalemate.” She responds, not even attempting to consider giving up Lucas. When I think I know what her feelings for me are she pulls the Lucas card. He always seems to trump everything that we have.

  “What’s keeping you here,” I growl grabbing her head between my hands. How can I make her understand that she doesn’t need him in her life? “You belong to me and you know it. Lucas will move on, he’s stronger than you think. Stop pampering him and live your life.” Her eyes glisten with unshed tears. This is as hard for her as it is for me but I can’t waiver.

  “Give me a little time,” she asks. She drags her finger through my hair, knowing how much her touch eases my tension. My grip on her face loosens and my eyelids get heavy as a warm sensation runs through my body.

  “I’ll give you till Friday but when you pick me there no turning back, I need all of you. Just know that I’ll own you and I won’t allow you to leave me again.” There’s no doubt in my mind she’ll pick me.

  I crush her lip against mine; desperate for a taste of what I thought I had lost. Her lips part immediately to the onslaught of my tongue. I drink her flavor, content in just possessing her mouth. Her hands caress my sides slowly creeping down. If she continues to touch me like this I won’t be able to hold back much longer, my body begging me to take her immediately.

  She breaks our kiss to run her mouth down my neck, her hands teasing the edge of my pants. My fingers tremble as I unbutton her shirt, my need for this woman overwhelming me. I push her shirt down her shoulders revealing a red satin bra, the creamy globes peaking over the top enticing me. I run my finger over her smooth cleavage and notice the outline of her erect nipples through the flimsy fabric.

  I brush my knuckles against the knotted buds watching a storm brew in her eyes, her bright gray eyes cloudy with lust. I make quick work unclasping her bra and throwing it somewhere behind me. My palm rubs her breast avoiding her nipples, her breath quickens in anticipation. Her back arches urging me to touch her nipples to ease the ache. I rain kisses down her navel as I pull her skirt down her thighs.

  She’s wearing one of those sexy garters I love to fuck her in. I reluctantly un-buckle it and roll her silky stockings down her legs, needing to feel her bare skin against mine. I come back up tangling my hands in her hair. I force her to look into my eyes, “I want you so bad I’m afraid I’ll ravage you.”

  “Please,” she begs me gripping my arms. “Please, take me anyway you want.”

  This time the kiss starts out slow and gentle. Sensing that I’m restraining myself she aggressively takes over biting and licking at my lips. Her hands boldly invade my pants grasping my length in her palm the warm soft texture emitting a moan from deep in my throat. She licks my neck gently nipping it with her teeth. Her aggressive movements making my erection frighteningly thick and heavy.

  She swiftly drops to her knees dragging my pants down my legs. My cock juts out poking her in the face, which produces an excited smile on her lips. She dabs little kisses over my navel teasing me with her tongue. The first kiss she places on the tip of me causes my legs to buckle. I brace my hands on the bar behind her as she warm mouth engulfs my shaft. The pleasure must have caused my eyes to cross because I can no longer focus on my surroundings.

  Her hand cups my balls as her mouth moves up and down my shaft. She expertly sucks on the tip before thrusting most of my cock into her mouth. I feel the tip knock against the back of her throat and I grip her hair tightly trying not to blow in her mouth. She moans against my cock the vibrations increasing the tingles running along my cock and spreading throughout my body.

  “AHH!” I roar as I explode in her mouth. I rock my hips thrusting in her mouth letting her suck every drop out of me. I gasp as she releases her suction hold on my cock with a pop, licking her lips and smiling seductively at me. She’s sinful, she exudes sex. She rises up raining kisses over my face, dragging her fingers through my hair as my breathing slows down.

  I grab her by the waist abruptly placing her on top of the stool, spreading her thighs so I can move in between her legs. Her eyes widen when she see my intent in my lazy gaze. I spread her legs trailing kisses up her thighs. I pause over her, my warm breath teasing her wet folds. Her eyes plead with me as I back up. I reach up and palm her breast, rolling her nipples between my fingers.

  Her back arches urging me to continue to play with them. I pinch them and smile when she quizzers beneath my hands. I nibble on her thighs and the edge of her pussy. I blow softly over her heated flesh, teasing her.

  Her hand creeps down between her legs but I give her a light tap preventing her attempt at pleasing herself. She whimpers as I hold her hands hostage behind her back. She pushes herself to the edge in an attempt to grind against my mouth but I get up blocking her pursuit. She wants it so severely I almost feel bad for her. “How bad do you want me?” I whisper into her ears.

  “Liam please…” she begs. “I’ll do anything you want. Just touch me.”

  “Whose pussy is this?”

  “It’s yours Liam”

  “I’m done sharing you. Do I own this?” I run one finger through her wet heat.

  “God yes!!” she shrieks. “You own it baby, it’s yours…” she pants. I pick her up and spread her open on my counter.

  The first taste of her sweet liquid against my tongue causes my cock to harden. The sound of her moans growing louder in my ear as my tongue dips into her honey. Her hips buck uncontrollably with each thrust. My grip on her waist holds her steady for my manipulations. I slide my tongue over her clit then suck on it. Her broken moans indicating she’s close to coming. I slowly feed her my finger, sensing she needs something more to make her soar. She rolls her hips in a circle welcoming the invasion of my finger. I hook my finger massaging her magic button, rolling my tongue over her clit in a figure eight.

  She climaxes hard, her muscles clenching down on my finger. Her earsplitting scream something between a yell and a moan. She chants my name over and over as I rub her hips and kiss her thighs. I step back to observe this beautiful women spread open on my counter. By far the most savory thing I’ve ever eaten in this kitchen.

  I pull her into my arms; her eyes still closed as I carry her into our room. I lay her limp body down and pull her up against me. She opens her eyes, now back to its bright gray color and smiles at me.

  “That was the most intense sexual experience of my life.” She giggles.

  “You think so? Then you better hold on tight. I’m just beginning to make you come.”

  Chapter 9

  Isabella

  I can feel my body still quaking from my orgasm. Liam’s palm teasing my nipples sends aftershocks though every cell in my body. He leans in and licks them causing moisture to pool between my legs. I can’t believe how ready I always am for him. He spreads my thighs and runs his finger over my wet flesh. There’s an ache deep inside me that only he can fill. As much as I enjoyed his lips on me, I want more. I crave his thick cock. I need it to fill the void inside of me.

  He kneels between my spread thighs stroking his thick shaft. I watch him with envy, wanting to wrap my hand around him. I want to place my lips around the engorged tip and taste his salty flavor. He blankets me with his warm body and whispers in my ear, “Are you ready for me?”

  “Always,”
I answer. I’ll always be ready for whatever he wants to give me.

  I suck in a deep breath as the tip slowly breaches my entrance. The feeling of being stretched so amazingly unique. He thrust halfway in then pulls out and thrust back in again. His pace increases as I stretch to accommodate him. His gentleness surprises me. He murmurs incoherent words as he begins to lose control, his muscles straining under my hands.

  I push against his chest urging him to let me take over. He hesitates before flipping over carrying me with him. His hands grip my waist as I begin to grind into him. His hands cup my bouncing breast as I move up and down his shaft. My continuous moans echoing throughout the room. I lick my fingers and bring it to the swollen bud between my legs. This time he watches me touch myself with avid appreciation, his pale green eyes darkening to emerald. My muscles tense and fizzes of pleasure race through my core. My movements halt on top of him the pleasure too intense. He pounds up into me drawing out my climax. I immediately find myself on my back, Liam’s taut body pounding into me chasing his orgasm. His intensely dark eyes bore into me, expressing his deep feeling for me. Sweat glistens down his strong body. His ruthless thrust cause stars to flash behind my eyelids. Impossibly I explode again letting Liam squeeze out every ounce of pleasure from me. My insistent screaming finally descends to groans of overbearing pleasure. I can feel my pussy contracting against Liam.

  “I love it when you come,” he says in a raspy voice. “So tight…So wet…” he groans as his head rears back and his muscles lock up. His climax rocks him as hard as mine did. His body is trembles as his weight drops down on top of mine.

  He caresses my face with feather like strokes, sprinkling kiss over my neck and collarbone. His gentle loving gesture springing tears to my eyes. This is not the same Liam I met; he’s so loving with a vulnerable side he usually hides. My heart skips a beat thinking of how much his love for me has changed him.

  I run my fingers through his hair and I’m rewarded with a sigh of contentment. He’s as relieved to have me here with him as I am to have him in my arms again. No matter what kind of hell breaks loose after this it won’t matter. Tonight in this bed I know I love this man and he loves me in return.

  “I love you,” I whisper against his hair.

  He stops nuzzling my neck to look into my eyes. Pure joy from my confession dances in his eyes.

  “I love you too Isabella Moss.” Those soft teal eyes will be the end of me.

  ********

  My nerve endings sizzle to life jerking me out of my erotic dream of Liam. My eyes fly open to an even better version of my dream. Liam rock-hard length is thrusting deeply into me.

  “Good morning” he says shifting my legs, his thrusts going even deeper.

  “Umm…It is…good…isn’t it?” his constant thrusts causing me to stutter.

  “I love fucking your pussy,” he confesses. Every thrust becoming more frantic.

  I watch this extraordinarily gorgeous man shudder over me from his intense need of me. His deep strokes filling me to my root. I get lost in the slide of his thick cock in and out of me. My hunger for him increasing with each stroke. He yanks at my hips pulling me into each thrust, rubbing against the aching bundle of nerves deep within me. My orgasm rages through me beautifully. The euphoria I feel as he continues to thrust inconceivable. I spasm around him, my pussy clutching to him like an iron fist.

  “Fuck baby…that’s so good.” He groans.

  He grows thicker threatening to shred me. One thrust, two thrust then he burst deep within me, warm spurts of him flowing into me. He collapses on me boneless, his hot heavy body clinging to mine. His still semi-erect penis twitching within me.

  ********

  I’m late.

  After the fantastic way Liam woke me he insisted that we shower together. The man is insatiable. He took me again in the shower with even more gusto than earlier. I had to slip out while he was on a business call or risk missing the whole day. The fact that I already took all my clothes home would delay me that much more.

  It’s amazing how one man can change my entire world. What was a bleak existence yesterday has changed dramatically. The sun seems to be brighter, the air fresher, I’m even walking with more vitality.

  Alice is sitting at her desk tapping at her Smartphone when I walk in. She would never survive without her electronic gossip mill. “Hey Isabella, You look fantastic today.” Throwing me a thumb up.

  “Thanks Alice.”

  “Lucas must have put it down last night cause your glowing.” Her knowing smirk irritating me, if she knew who really caused the glow she would keel over and die. She looks at me expectantly, hoping I’ll dish about my sex life. I ignore her prying eyes and stroll into my office and close the door behind me.

  Moments later Lucas strolls into my office wearing a huge grin. “Alice says our dinner last night has perked up the gloomy mood you’ve been in.” Wow, I thought I was doing a compelling job at hiding my emotions. The lost of Liam had shred me so thoroughly there was no amount of effort that could conceal my dismal existence.

  “Yeah, our dinner was nice. It’s good to have my best friend back.” I have no choice but to go along with his assumption. I can’t very well tell him it was Liam’s sweet caresses and hot sweaty loving that had altered my state of mind.

  “I’m glad to have you back too. I think my depressed state had Anna worried.” His soft smile displaying genuine happiness. “I came by to see if you had time for a business lunch today. We need to discuss Vegas.”

  “Sure I’m free.”My phone buzzes on my desk and I snatch it up before Lucas’ prying eyes can see Liam’s name on the screen. He sent me a text.

  I think I’m sick. I can’t possibly miss u this much

  I chuckle at his message quickly replying.

  It’s contagious, I think I caught it too cause I miss u like crazy

  So lost in my interplay with Liam I didn’t notice Lucas scrutinizing my reaction to the text. My phone buzzes again and I put it in my pocket avoiding his burning gaze.

  “So I’ll order lunch and have it delivered.” I say trying to rustle him out. He nods his head giving me one last quizzical look before leaving. I’m not going to be able to keep Liam and me a secret for long with Lucas already suspicious that I have a man in my life.

  I pull out my phone opening Liam’s message.

  Dinner at Arun’s pick u up at 6. He remembered that I like Thai food. My phone buzzes with another incoming message.

  Bring ur things back so I can have you as long as possible tomorrow morning

  Ur assuming I’m stayin the night.

  I hit send and his reply is swift.

  Ella please, can’t sleep without u

  His desperate need to be near me mirrors my feelings for him.

  Ella?

  I’ll b there. How can I pass up on that sexy body?

  Nymphomaniac

  That defiantly sums me up in a word.

  Lunch with Lucas is fun and reminiscent of our earlier times. All the tension that was suffocating me in our relationship non-existent. The client we are meeting in Vegas happens to be an old college friend of ours. I find myself getting excited about this trip with Lucas. We haven’t connected so easily in years.

  Liam being the only hitch in my Vegas plans. His extreme possessiveness and jealousy will erupt once I mention Lucas and weekend trip to Vegas, business or not. I have six weeks to convince him not to worry about this trip but I haven’t even contemplated Liam’s ultimatum yet. Making the decision to leave everything I know here for an unstable relationship with a man I’ve known a little over a month seems insane. My heart doesn’t trust Liam to stay with me.

  If I was to go to Palm Beach and he decided he couldn’t be with someone as damaged as I am, I’d be lost. Without Liam or Lucas I’m not sure I could survive how remote my life would become and the thought of being alone in Florida terrifies me.

  I leave at five and hurry to my condo. I throw all my necessities into my
duffel bag and take a swift shower. After moisturizing I put on my favorite Cavalli leopard print dress and gold pumps then I apply my smoky eye and I run my hands through my long hair giving it a sexy disheveled look.

  Liam buzzes at the door and I grab my bag to meet him downstairs. I went to the trouble of looking fantastic for him if I let him up he won’t let me out this condo without going a couple rounds first. I see him before he notices me coming towards him. His back is turned and he’s chatting with the thin blonde women at the reception desk. His dark gray slacks cling to his tight ass making my insides warm. He turns as if sensing my presence, his lazy gaze darts over my skin tight dress then revert back to my face. His eyes darken with lust as he makes his way to me leaving his little blonde admirer scowling at me.

  His muscular shoulders flexes under his gray blazer as he walks. The white shirt under the blazer unbuttoned three buttons down revealing a peak at his toned body. His sexual magnetism noticeably affecting the women gathering in the lobby to get a glimpse.

  He’s sex.

  He’s sheet-mangling, shoulder-biting sex and they want some.

  His fingers immediately caress my face once he’s within reach. His intense stare making me want to drag him back up to my place. I run my hands down his hard chest then band my arms around his waist. He smells almost as good as he looks. I want to lick him but it would be inappropriate here.

  “You are stunning,” he says placing a kiss on my cheek.

  “You look pretty good too.”

  “Let’s go before I drag you back upstairs and fuck you all night.”

  “Yes please,” I reply. He shakes his head making a tsking sound as he takes the duffel bag off my shoulder. As we pass the receptionist he nods her way, acknowledging her. She blushes three shades of red as though he promised her his body in that simple gesture.

  “What’s with you and receptionist,” I frown at him.

  He smirks at me draping his arm around my shoulder pulling me into his warm body. “I was trying to get her to let me up to collect you.”